Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.
— Lance Armstrong (via inxorable)
Okay so I’ve put the scales away, right under my bed. They will stay there for as long as I can stand it. Because I’m not defined by a number… Right? 😣
I cut tonight, I’m so stressed about everything 😭 school starts again, I have to eat by myself, I have therapy and WEIGH DAY tomorrow 😭🔫😰
Relapse sucks. I forgot how much I love the sensation of cutting. URGHHHHH WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME. WHY CANT I BE LIKE ALL MY FRIENDS AND NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH MENTAL FUCKING ILLNESS.